I just don't know.

lets talk about stress.
I have plenty to talk about.
I am taking 16 hours, pretty normal load. But they are 16 HARD hours.
Quantitative Chemistry, Engineering Calculus II, English, and physics as well as physics and chemistry lab.
I was working for nearly 11 hours straight today (well actually I had two breaks, lunch and 15min. workout and dinner). Its tough.
yeah, I' complaining. yeah, others have it harder.
but, I just need to vent to my virtual world so I don't overload my real one.
I have 14 assignments to do this week.
I had just about the same amount last week.
and that doesn't count the intro and outline I need to write.
I need to read. I need to clean. and I need to do laundry.
uhhh.
I'll get it all done, I know, but this is just the first year of Chemical Engineering.
Hello Mac. Goodbye social life.
okay I'm done.
I need sleep.


okay thank you for letting me vent. I am relaxed now. :)

amnesia.

so my pastor talked about spiritual amnesia that seems to take over our bodies when we hit a rough place in our life. This is basically temporarily forgetting everything God has done up to this point. Forgetting every way in which He has provided and every blessing He has bestowed.
It looks like I have been struck with another case of the forgetful disease.
God has provided. He will provide. Its a promise.
my life verse states (romans 8:28) that not only will things work toward His but also to the JOY of those who love Him. hello. what do I seem to think that means, its obviously not that He is going to make my life miserable.
So right now I am trying to sit back, relax, and take note of what God has done and what God will do.

oh john.

dear john mayer.
I am oh so excited about seeing you! I listen to you all the time, some would say its a bit of an obsession.
I hope you play I'm on fire. Please make this concert your best. :)

love,
Christin