Valentine's day of Champions.

The ingredients to a beautiful Valentine's day:

1    breakfast with friends
12  pink roses
3    bags of chocolate
2    new CDs
1    cute boy
4    hours of The Office

enjoy.

wisdom from my mama

worry is about something that isn't, but something that we think will be.

uncharacteristicly procrastinating.

right now, I should be studying. I have a test in less than an hour.
I have only studied about 30 minutes for this test but for some reason I feel as if I could handle anything they throw at me.
ha, that's probably not true but for some reason my usually super studious mind has shut off.
I am completely unmotivated.
I have no desire to look at the physics book that my arms are resting on.
I am probably going to regret this feeling when I get in that test room.
oh well. Sometimes I just need to chill out. Grades aren't everything.
so in a way I am kind of proud of this new slacking feeling.
It, in a way, is kind of good. I know the material. I pay attention.
wish me luck. I feel like I'm going to need it on this test.

today, I am just tired of my world.

I am going to slip into the world of Nicolas Sparks.

knight in shining armor

people will be a disappointment to you.
They will let you down, hurt your feelings and sometimes even abandon you.
such a depressing and solemn idea.
But thats not the idea at all, that is the begining of the story. That is just the setting of the scene.
Introduce the main character; Jesus riding in on his white horse to save the day.
the reason people can be so disappointing to us is because we rely on others to fill spot that only our one true and perfect love could do. The love of Jesus christ is the ONLY thing that can fill these things. He is the ONLY one who can satisfy and who will never let you down of abandon you. so what are we doing looking to imperfect humans to fulfill these holes in our heart when we are beakoned by the one true King? Wouldn't it be lovely to just rely fully on God, give him all your troubles, let him fill your heart up with love? Why are we not pursuing this relationship with such determination as we do when we are in a romantic relationship, and why are we not busting at the seams to tell God our exciting secrets like we do with our best friends. what is holding us from focusing all of your attention on the only thing worth of our lives?