218 days.

Change is so scary sometimes. It strips away the comfort of the known.
It's effects are hard to control, and I will readily admit I like control.
So the same fear is still ahead of me. College. Easily the biggest change of my life and as of tonight, other than the decision making process, college is out of my hands. Applications will be done, grades submitted. There is nothing left I can do to control where I get in. There is nothing I have left to do to.
The rest of my life, my life on my own, is laying right in front of me.

218 days till graduation. The count down has begun.